"For the Angel of Death
Spread his wings on the blast,
And breathe in the face
Of the foe as he passed;
And the eyes of the sleeper
Waxed deadly and chill,
And the hearts but
Once heaved,
And for ever grew still"
OK so i barely remembered this funny story. About a week or 2 ago i was running around my hood at night. I had a beanie on because it was super cold that day. I remember i was going around this corner and i noticed some plant figure coming up. I put my head down so that the branches wouldnt get in my eye; it slapped the side of my head. Right after i sprinted up this hill, once i got to the top though the side of my head was hurting! I figured it was just a hard branch and kept rubbing it.
The other day i went running by the same spot in the morning this time. It turns out it was a fucking cactus!
fonzirelli asked: Lets gets some bowls and go for a walk!
i NEVER check my tumblr for messages hahaha, text me next time.
So lately it’s been pretty hard for me to get used to not talking to my girlfriend every moment of the day. It’s been a somber experience dealing with this loneliness, but at the same time it allows me to focus on my needs and goals. It was also a huge wake up call, that made me ask myself “How could I support her if I can’t even support myself?” Have to say my parents and friends have been helping a lot; without them i’d be a mass. Usually i’d just smoke my brains out until it’s bearable, in addition to that though I’ve started running again and working out at school.
I’m not a big fan of change, but everything around me is changing so much its inevitable. Sad to say that i didn’t really care about getting my shit straight until now. It feels like every day i waste now could have been used to do something productive in my life towards my future. Maybe i’m over thinking this whole situation. Or maybe I just became tired of waiting for something good to happen, and decided to actually do something about it.
